Down to earth

I failed to do so.
I lose to myself.
I lose everything.
I lose my confident in my Dip level.

Counting Down

Everything would change by tomorrow, it might be either happy or sad. But most probably it will be a traumatic situation. I cant be that anymore in Aug, i should alter my bad habit, else it won't have any different or probably might get worst.
I'm not lucky as you.
I'm not talented as you.
I'm not dexterous as you.
I'm not challenging as you.
I'm not tricky as you.

All i need is encouraging, more concern on it, need a prof to teach me in order to score well. I have not much acquaintances around.

Dead meat

I have no idea how should i express my mode now.
Crazy
Mad
Frustrated
Emo
Not sure what to do next and clouds floating above my brainless head. What i did would never be successful no matter how much efforts i have invested into tho and i shouldn't lower my aim too much thus in the gets nothing.